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*sigh* alright. things seem to be getting more and more serious..
circumstances are evolving into what seems like multiple problems that are in desperate need for solutions.
I .. need..
frankly, i don't know what i need at the moment.....something. but hopefully i will find out soon enough. but maybe a new perspective on certain things. i need to change..im not a child anymore, nor have i been for quite some time now. i need to grow up and face the reality of this world. i just..
i don't seem to find joy in a lot of things anymore. maybe im just stressed because of some things and events that previously happened. i. don't. know. Nor do i think i'll be on that much anymore..
well school was awefully interesting today..not just another day. it was ...interesting?
yearbook polls:
....I don't really see any value in them. Maybe a moment of happiness for some.. ..but as it turns out..i am best artist four years in a row -____-
you think it would at least provoke a smile..but no,perhaps im just synical on some issues..
Boyfriends:
.... alright im going to say this once. those of you who think i need a boyfriend can really stop being concerned about me. you all can easily toss them around so easily. but i think relationships should be more than that. these aren't just people you can pick to look good next to you. it's a mere waste of a chance to actually get to know someone. to see how much you love spending time with them, to see if they were made to fit in your arms. maybe i take some things to seriously. but i'll stop before my mouth runs away with me again
idk i suppose love has a different defintion for everyone :D
and lastly..
Optimism:
i suppose one can only be optimistic in times of sadness and grief.. im sick of seeing people who have done so many good things in their life & that are always so kind and go out of their way to help others and are suddenly piled with so many problems.. things they don't deserve..nor need. where in these days is Karma?
life..is life.. but it is possible to change certaing things..yes, so things can be prevented from happening. but it's best to always remains optimistic or..at least try to see the brighter side of things.
i..well I am really sick talking about myself >_<
.. so many things to so.. so little time X3 haha
but i digress, i hope you all have had a pleasant day
end of journal
  • Mood: dA Love
  • Listening to: Crazy by Son Dambi
  • Reading: itouch manual -__-
  • Watching: Hell girl & Planet Earth
  • Playing: Littel Big Planet
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: water
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:iconthe-sannin-rox:
I agree completely...on like everything you just said. :D
Relationshits suck. I'm glad you're not getting sucked into the hype. :3
I hope you feel better soon, man! :hug:
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~Rikku42 Jan 11, 2009  Student
haha alright
well..idk, if it happens, it happens.. :shrug:
love is unpredictable =P
aw thank you hope your doing well too :hug:
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:iconirv-artshark:
come talk to me if you ever need someone to talk to okei? :D :hug:

i love you whitt-channnnn^^
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~Rikku42 Jan 11, 2009  Student
why thank you irv ^w^
i know i can & i definitely will
don't forget the you can talk to me when you need to as well..
:hug:
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:iconirv-artshark:
you're welcome whitt-channnn
ahha you can come talk to me anytime, if i can actually get myself on dA =P i hardly have time anymore, its so annoying ><
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~Rikku42 Mar 8, 2009  Student
lol
i know!
time away from da sucks, but it's hard to get on when ur really busy :/
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:iconirv-artshark:
it does, cuz all the messages are like 3 weeks old =P and you feel bad for not replying sooner xD
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~Rikku42 Apr 6, 2009  Student
i know!
i'll just wait till summer..
it'd definitetly be easier to go on DA then
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:iconirv-artshark:
hehe summer will be awesome, though getting online during china will be difficult, but after that, all will be good :D
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~Rikku42 Apr 6, 2009  Student
aw lol i can't wait anyway
i use to go on everyday ..and now about.. once a month if even
haha i still remember that convo we had about ice lollies
i call them that now! just to be clear, i remember things randomly..
hope u have fun in china!
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